I am so done being put down. I am tired of the blame being put on me. I hate that you can say/do something but if I do the same thing I am a terrible person. I hate living with someone and still feeling so alone. I just want him to care. Even if he pretended to care it would be better. It was so great im the beginning. Why do I feel like you don’t want to be around anymore. I feel terrible. This surgery has me all depressed and overthinking everything. I hate myself.
I am now post-op 3 weeks! I feel no pain just some slight discomfort when sitting up or standing. I grew a little more than an inch so I am not quite as short as I used to be! It is definitely going to take some time to get used to actually being able to use my right arm now but so far it is amazing! Still not cleared to lift anything or bend at the waist but I guess that makes sense when they put 2 rods and 21 screws in you. I will have the after x-rays posted soon!
Wait, I am confused. I thought that you were supposed to be more supportive and more sweet and more caring after I just had back surgery. Hmmm maybe I am just confused as to what it means to love and care for someone.
Here you go guys! 5 days after surgery!